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journal - (UPDATE) 2025
I figured this would be the best place to dump all my writings without forcing them into a story or spamming people on social media (even though that’s kinda what it’s for lol). I have way too much on my mind all the time, and sometimes I just need to let it all out, random thoughts or just whatever’s bothering me.
a failure's monologue.
Journal entry. monday, march 17. Fuck. Where do I even start? Maybe I shouldn’t start at all...
rock bottom before heaven
I should’ve died last summer. Or maybe the summer before that. Either way, I’ve overstayed my welcome...
handwoven blue memories
Handwoven Blue Kashmiri Shawl my bare feet brush on the soft, frayed edges of the shawl that my...
star-girl forgets
Time is a trick made up by the clockmakers to keep you running. There are only two ways for things to be now or never...
to you, being alone feels like death
I’m sitting here, waiting Headphones in My coffee’s cold, don’t ask why I didn’t get a refill...
i hate writing when i’m not inspired
It’s late, and I should be sleeping, but my mind keeps running in a spiral. Sometimes, I think if I just...
nene's archive vol.1: february 2025
I've decided to create an archive of thoughts and things I love, which include literature, art...
paper wings
my love for you is weightless a paper plane caught in trees folded with careful hands only to be tossed you are a song i half...
girl, so culturally confused
should we invite Toussaint Louverture or Rihanna to my next birthday?...
how to be the personality hire in life
(you're charming but you're doing it wrong) The first sign of growing up is realizing that nobody really has it together. The second is...
the child remains
Content Warnings: This story contains descriptions of emotional abuse, physical abuse, sexual assault, alcoholism, toxic...
a breakdown of the umii controversy
Okay, I wanna start by saying this isn’t a hate piece or me going after someone for no reason...
how i write
I am writing this @-2:01 am lol! I know no one will probably read this, I only do it because I feel like talking to myself...
the spider archetype
The Spider Archetype embodies creation, strategy, patience, and power . It represents those who weave their own destiny...
my chronic love is drenched
You are kissing a girl who tastes like rosewater, like a prayer you forgot the words to. You think she could be holy if she weren’t so...
i don't want flowers on valentine's day
i don't want flowers on valentine’s day or any other sweet attempt at love i do not want to unwrap affection when yours was...
the capitalist fetishization of nostalgia
It’s 2025, and I’m sitting in my room, scrolling through TikTok. My feed is a mix of Gen Z humor, indie sleaze revival aesthetics...
the whore i am
Let’s get one thing straight: I’m not afraid to own it. The word “whore” is one of those titles that society loves to throw at people...
to open, an illness
Survival makes you a good storyteller, but not an honest one. Some days, it feels easier to...
